
I have decided I really want a digital camera for christmas. Perhaps I will be able to purchase one for myself after the holidays with my holiday paycheck. I have far too little pictures of our friends and the good times we have. I am wierd like that, I don't want to forget memories, and pictures are my proof.
My life is too busy. I feel like I am missing out on
so much just to be at work to be yelled at because some parents feel like taking their frustrations out on me. Awesome. I was actually crying at work two days ago because of such a family. Good thing the person never apologized, but after I had the family the second day, they all told me how I was a "magnificent" nurse. It's just too much for my emotions to take sometimes. Coupled with little sleep, little actual good nutrition, and little time to be with James... I just become sad and withdrawn. There are things I like about being a nurse, but some that I just can't take. What would my
dream job be? One where I can travel the world, see new cultures, learn and become fluent in perhaps one or two other languages (to be reasonable... the
Dutch speak 4 languages on a daily basis!), and where I can make enough money to be comfortable. Listed in order of importance to me. Good thing I'm in the right profession (sarcastic face). Sigh.
I am going to clean the house today, Christmas shop with Maria, make dinner, and wrap gifts. I also really want a good Christmas CD. This year I've been really in the Christmas spirit.